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I've seen the signs
But I've ignored them
Sickness has taken my soul
This force deep inside
has led me to this day
I no longer want to be their slave
I'm not meant for heaven or hell
So what waits for me beyond the grave?
I see the light Shining before me
Fearless I'll walk alone
Into the void everything is unknown
The canvas is no longer black
The situations have changed for the better
C'est la vie
The smoke fills the cracks
(c) Chimaira
music means a lot to me and i thought it's a good idea to explain the situation with this lyric
you see me with a big fat smile on my face
today i solved a huge problem (what you can read down below)
and i'm really happy now
i don't wanna annoy you with every single detail
but all i can say is
talk to the people
better soon as too late
we are just humans and everyone make mistakes
my problems are not completely gone yet
february will be a hard month anyway but in march
it's solved
in that case
see ya arround
atm i'm struggled between if i should jump for joy or the bad solution...
a little phrase you may all know
real-life sucks
if you think you beat down all imaginary enemys, they strike back ten times harder
and like all rpg the biggest problem is always
the fucking money
it's really depressing when you're in trouble with it
but i don't let me suck into this spiral
tomorrow i have a task with my finance manger and i hope i can fix that...
finally
and i wish that you have never such problems
as worst this sitiuation is, there is something what keeps me up everyday, when i look through the gallery, specially after my last model i recieved so much awesome feedback what brings the sunshine back to my soul
you guys are the reason why i'm still here
and that is no joke
that for i wanna tell you a little secret
today i recieved a new model
it's the next collaboration with an awesome 3d artist and it makes me feel proud that he allow me to build a model out of his model
maybe you know it
it's the "Avian Defender"
from
Haikai13actually i want to keep it as secret until i'm done with editing and stuff but fuck it
it is just too awesome to hold it back
this is just one freaking sweet model and i believe this will come out very very great
damn, i think i'll never get the chance to start my mechas
so many cool models and so much less time
but i see the light
and you don't have to, i'll share it as always when i'm done
i hope i can convert it as good as yours
But good to hear that things are looking slightly more positive for you!
...
sometimes it takes a bit longer to get my ass off the seat